VanessaWolfie

Í myrkri heimsins,

sit ég ein,

barin niður og sár.

Í dögun heimsins,

fer ég burt,

horfin, gleymd og grá.

Í ljósi heimsins,

fann ég þig,

blóm mitt og líf.

Í kvöldi heimsins,

missti ég allt,

ástina, heiminn og þig.

Supernatural:

Oh, who else saw the Benny/Dean thing? (the whole of fandom, slash goggles man!) but really, what I saw was a Brokeback Mountain parallel. I don’t know how, I just did.

How hot was Dean this episode?! Both in and out of Purgatory, he’s so sexy. I don’t know about you, but that’s a mighty fine way to start a season for me.

Sam and Dean need to stop for a second (after they’ve saved the world) and figure out all the unresolved stupid stuff that’s going on between them. It just needs to be done. We can’t continue like this, with them being there just because they’re used to it. I mean, Sam didn’t even look for Dean. Doesn’t that tell us that their relationship has gone off the rails? Fix it WRITERS.

Glee:

I’m actually going to play the episode and jump through it to see what I need to talk about here.

Rachel/Finn: Has anyone else noticed how they keep talking at each other? They’re conversations don’t sound like conversations, it sounds like two people talking, over each other and at each other, but never communicating like they should.

I love Rachel’s maturity in this though. That she seems to realise she can’t hold on to Finn anymore, because he can’t grow up with her by his side. Because she can’t keep holding back her life and letting him control it. And she can’t control his either.

Finn has always and will continue to bug me, but I’m saddened by the fact that he still seems to have a long road before he can actually grow up.

Rachel/Brody: I like them. I want them to get together, but I doubt it’s going to be easy now, with Rachel’s head so deeply sunk into her and Finn’s break-up. Although,  I guess, realistically, it was never going to be easy. I just wished it would be. I like Brody. hildigunnur says he has no personality when he’s not flirting with Rachel, which is kind of true, but I think that’s what Glee writers do with characters before they know where to take them. Just look at Blaine.

Will/Emma: Why is this pairing even in the show? And Will Schuester, get the hell out of my TV show!

Brittany/Santana: I liked this plotline. It was short and not really given much thought it seems, but I liked that Santana’s smart enough to realise that even though she’d maybe be able to stay in a long-distance relationship, it won’t do her or Brittany any favours. They’ll just be miserable, guilty every time they so much as think of sex or get horny when they’re away from each other and it’d all end badly. Plus, Santana’s finding her ground, her life is busy and she can’t be there for Brittany to protect her, so Brittany needs to grow up.

Marley/Jake: They could be cute, but it’s like they’re just reading the phonebook or something. It looks like they’re bored and I’m bored. I hope they get more charisma if they’re supposed to be a story line. I think Jake is hot, but I kind of hate Marley, so here’s for hoping that whomever they’ll decide to bring in next, (because yeah Ryan Murphy, I can count, and there are NOT 12 members in the Glee club these days.), is a cute girl with more of an attitude and life than Marley and will be Jake’s girlfriend in the future.

Or hey, they can make Jake come out of the closet, like a parallel with Santana’s old plot-line and he can have a hot new BOYFRIEND. And don’t deny it, you laughed at this, then imagined it, and then started nodding unconsciously. (because Jake with a hot guy kissing him? Yeah, I’d die too.)

Kurt: Kurt’s busy, and really, I get that (yes, I’m quoting Blaine as I go here. What?! Sue me!), but he really needs to stop sometimes and think about the people he loves. I know it’s hard, believe me, and No this is not me blaming him for anything, this is me starting at the beginning of the episode and also, SAYING something about the episode before this, 4x03. He’s not listening to his boyfriend and I’m left to realise he’s the type of person to get so caught up in his amazing world, that he doesn’t remember the ones from his old life.

For example, let’s look at how he leaves everything behind, including his best friend Mercedes, when he’s off for fairytale land: first stop, falling in love with Blaine Anderson. He also leaves his dad behind and I could go on and on.

All this is understandable behaviour from a teenage boy, even a young man like Kurt is now. He’s allowed to be so happy he’s blind to others, but it’s not a good thing. He needs to learn how to find the golden middle way in this, because, he might just drive all his old friends away each time he find new ones.

This is what fandom needs to remember.

Blaine: I’m kind of left hoping this is rock bottom for Blaine, but somehow, I doubt it. It’s him finally falling over the edge and now comes the pain and uncertainty of falling and then the issue of actually hitting rock bottom.

However, I think that what Blaine did here, was a human and young thing to do. It’s a mistake, who doesn’t make them? It’s a bad thing to do, but he was also in a bad place.

I think I’m going to stop about Blaine now, and do another post later, when I’m more awake about this. I have four weeks after all.

Blaine/Kurt: I’m not even sure where to start here. I believe this was the drama we needed. Would it have worked with something else? Would you have bought it if they fought over something else? And stayed mad for more than half an episode? Because that’s the growth we needed. We needed them to do something interesting and tell me we’ve not proven that this is something interesting by all the reaction this episode is getting.

• Blaine's feeling envious of the future of glory, of New York, of getting out of here, that's soon coming to Kurt. He's feeling just like I was, annoyed that Kurt seems intent on pushing this on him, rubbing it in his face (when he really isn't, he's just talking about his to-be 'wonderful life'. He's sharing. But sometimes, sometimes sharing can hurt. That's when we have to compromise. But we can't if we don't know about it. Which leads to the point that Blaine should've/needed to tell Kurt that he was feeling this way, not just go off and ignore him.

• Kurt on the other hand, is envious that Blaine seems to pass effortlessly, make friends and blend in, in a way that, Kurt may not really want to, but if he would, you couldn't. He doesn't talk about it, so Blaine doesn't know, so he can't compromise, or be considerate, but Kurt's still hurting.

• All this leads to things blowing up in their faces, shit going down and the key word, drama. As soon as they fix things, compromise and take things into consideration and think before they say or do something that comes naturally to them, things are okay again. (or as okay as they can be)

• Blaine is feeling left out, rightfully so, not really getting the people around him, he's still not used to all this chaos that New Directions is and it makes him feel lonely and shitty and envious of Kurt, who has gotten out. Kurt has a new life now, with new friends and a new safe environment that Blaine craves and wants. But because he doesn't talk, Kurt can't sympathize, like he should be capable of, because he's been there. Instead, Blaine's constantly being reminded of how he's still there, when Kurt's out without an outlet, or a companion to sympathize.

• Kurt on the other hand, is like I am in relation to my friend X today. He's out of the miserable world, he's happy, he has things to do and he doesn't want to go back in, because he's out and oh, when you're out, you desperately don't want to be dragged inside again, even for a short time, or a for a conversation. He's not yet in the place where he can listen and sympathize, because he's too scared of being dragged back in. Dragged back to the miserable life, with no way out. Just like when Blaine was hurting in 3.17, Blaine's hurting now, but just like that time, because Blaine doesn't share it with Kurt, doesn't tell him he's feeling this way, Kurt can't know. He doesn't know and he doesn't realise, and let's face it, he's a 18 year old boy, he's not going to spot that from New York. At least not in his haze.